Need a ghost writer and a publisher…..
MAQ00732 (via bollweevol)
A TRIP DOWN MEMORY LANE 1995 THANKSGIVING AFTER I FIRST MOVED TO TUCSON A FUNNY BIRTHDAY GIFT ME WITH MY BLUE HAIR AND MILDLY GLAZED STARE——————turns out I still wear too much jewelry
books
well one can say I always had a book habit , back when I was 21 I had $300 a week habit, which i could afford being as I was stripper then lol…Luckily I have major book hook ups here in the bay so here’s my current titles POWERS OF THE ORISHAS SANTERIA &THE WORSHIP OF SAINTS by MIGENE GONZALES WIPPLER,________LEATHERMEN SPEAK OUT AN ANTHOLOGY ON LEATHERSEX edited by JACK RICARDO,turns out I have way too man leather daddy characteristics __________A BAR IN BROOKLYN NOVELLAS AND STORIES 1970-1978 by ANDREI CODRESCU who is a commentator on NPR and i know his son it’s weird to finally read his pop’s work if love vonnegut /rushdie/robbins/ burroughs lucidity, ___________BONE MARROW NEI CHUNG by MANTAK CHIA___________on deck BLOWS AND BOMBS by STEPHEN BARBER can’t ever get enough Artaud..THE LETTERS OF BURROUGHS 1945-1959 edited OLIVER HARRIS
Hi ,new here will post more later.Ok it’s later i suppose and hellfire and damnation I was just awoke by an old lover /slash partner in crime/ grime and magic @ 5 am the power of fb I suppose.I will be 37 very soon and in some sorta fluxus quandry as to what I am to do and go next.Old boy is from age 21 and many a dream we shared including simultaneous work with shamans on opposite ends of the world.I tried to write something on the ” chubby girls page , but I am a computer tard and I am not sure it posted.So what do you wanna know I am tough and nails and as soft as silk and bunnies..Kinky geeky and down right at a crossroads at the moment…Off to visit my faithful japenese friend and some majikal sleeping jelly beans aka Hitachi and ………………and listen to Mondo Cane to whom i recently saw at the hardly strictly bluegrass fest in golden gate, awaken so early by hungry beings cats and old boys.Yesterday I joined a Union I will get a pension and medical benefits it seems like the first time I haven’t been under the radar since well to put it delicately I dunno how long..Recently thanks to the delightful power of facebook I have been found by nearly every ex I ever loved or lusted, ah the nostalgia of yester year. My heart is in the desert and my head is near the water my body is in limbo and hates me at the moment .Because it hates me and food and refuses to make enough blood another biopsy.For the record I do my own stunts @ 23 broken bones, bone cancer ankle reconstruction- cadaver bones and screws and a million other things , attempted murder.I vented to an old friend of 20 years today felt good to get some stuff off my chest.The heart is heavy and caged I wanna break the rusted spikes that hold me in my own walls. I am between 2 states literally, metaphorically and mentally.Sometimes it’s like barely keepin a grip and too much forced control over myself.For anyone else that wants to know I am a nurse and sports and injury rehab therapist,herbalist, jewelry maker and photography amateur and a million other things. If ya can’t fix yourself you have no buisness fixing others so to speak.That is the hard part..Right now it is freezing and I am pretty sure I am wearing the strangest outfit-US Navy sweatpants left by a pornstar, wool sockies from Nepal ,a knitted rasta beanie cuz my ears are cold, a fight the yawn baseball tee and a sexy slip which Mr. Prez silkscreened crows on for me a few days ago .I wish he would talk to me again the gifts are an apology -but how do scorpios out stubborn each other they sting then give you gifts and refuse to say anything or be overly truthful.Recently I am either swelling with love or hating everything .Fluxus the vacuum, the void the in between world where you could almost reach out , but it is nearly out of reach if you lean more to grab it you may fall in the abyss
